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I feel kinda stupid... I try to help everyone and enjoy doing it. But I can't help sometimes and I get intense pain from seeing I can't do anything... Well... I help out everyone else as much as I can, but I can't help myself... It's funny really... I help everyone. My team, my church, my friends, the community, my family. All to try and make a difference in this big world. And I never help myself... Well... I'm trying my best. I'm keeping a smile on my face as much as I can. I don't keep my feelings bottled up and I let my sensitive heart show. Even if it means crying in public or around other people. 

I don't care about myself or if I have depression. I was put on this earth to help. That's what I do. Through my artwork and through my videos, I bring people cheer and encourage them. I will not stop. The only thing that can stop me now is death itself. And I do not fear death...

"I do not fear death...I look it in the eye."

I am not afraid to speak my mind. I am not afraid to help or fight against bullies. I am not afraid of the hate I might get for this from people thinking I might be trying to get attention or cr*p like that.

The only thing I fear...

Is losing the people I care about.
I love you all.
I care about you.
I will try and help every one of you.
I promise this.


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Swifttalon1304

I just realized how much I keep things bottled up... like in my daily life:

My brother: *makes a really mean comment about me*

Me: *laughs uncontrollably*

:/ Sometimes I think I'm hiding my emotions from myself cause I don't know what to feel... But I do know that for every smile or happy emote I put in text I'm smiling in real life :)

 

And Icee you're a good purrson :3 and DONT STHAWP BEING AMAZING! :D:D:D:D